Epilog

The power of these writings continues to be amazing to me. As each volume would be ending I was struck at how powerful the endings seemed to be. Perhaps that is only just my perception.

The emotions I face are not easily sharable and for that in one sense I am grateful. I would not want anyone to experience what I am faced with - it is only an appreciation for the depth of them that I would hope would be communicated.

I have ended the volumes with the thought that as that section was completed - it might be some apex. Some level of conclusion.

Perhaps it is.

But when the next volume unfolds and new more powerful (to me) essays are written - I just stand in abject awe over what is happening here.

I really do not have a clue. Other than powerful forces are at work.

Powerful forces of darkness.

And powerful forces of strength.

The strength - for the moment - is not winning by any means - but it has shown up for work at times.

A glimpse perhaps of some future state.

I can only hope.

And as somewhat of a preview - this morning as I was gathering up Volume 5 - I had to write the first essay of Volume 6. Totally unexpected at this point.

But supremely, incredibly more powerful than any essay I have previously have written.

I do not have any idea of what is going on. Other than it is going on.

And you traveling with me is an extraordinary blessing.

Thank you for caring.